I've only recently admitted to myself and my husband of ten years that I'm bisexual. I think I always knew it and the more I've thought about it the more I remember. I was seven when I had my first crush on a girl. At the time, I had no sexual knowledge but remember thinking even then I shouldn't tell anyone. My husband is surprisingly understanding and supportive. He thinks it's a great idea for me to explore these feelings. I've never had a sexual experience with a woman. I have however had very strong feelings for another woman. She knew, not the full extent of my feelings, but she knew. She couldn't get past my being married. And I understood, respected and accepted that. I don't know if I'll ever have such an experience. I'm happy and satisfied with my marriage and I don't feel like I'm really missing anything. But... at times I wish I could find a woman like myself. For the understanding and companionship. But this isn't exactly something I can bring up with the Mom's at the preschool. KWIM??
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6/17/03 at 7:44pm