I keep meaning to update the thread I started last week about my VBAC, but it has had me in a funk, so I've been avoiding it. I decided that I cannot afford, in time or money, to switch providers to the one that is farther away, so I am basically sticking with the same plan I had before, waiting at home until the very last minute or longer, but hubby is still seriously freaked - just by the idea of not being at the hospital for labor itself, let alone delivery. I lost it yesterday and we talked - HE even brought up the idea of "hippies like D&K (BIL&SIL) used"
but I explained that we can't afford that either and that I don't jive with the ones in our area. In the end, I think I just need to get back the peace I felt about it earlier on. I KNOW this baby was meant to be and for most of the pregnancy I felt like it was going to work out fine because he was meant to be. A DQ brownie batter Blizzard helped me feel better too, not to mention the release of crying.