Feel like my house is not "full"

[goddessgold1]

I always wanted a house full of children. I have had 5 beautiful boys, one of my sons had passed away, and my older boy is in boys home, and when he is done will be going to my fathers. I just feel like having 3 children in my home is not full enuff,Kwim? But on the otehr side of that ,I have had 5, physically that is "alot". Anyone else have this issue where they feel like even tho they have had many children, circumstances have made it so they dont feel "full"? Sorry if I am wording it wrong, but kwim?

[snuggly mama]

I have three children, and I always wanted a house full -- at least four, maybe as many as six. I love parenting, and I really do enjoy all the stages of development. But even though I'd love to have more children, it just isn't going to happen for us, for numerous reasons. I do wish that things were different. I just try to focus all that love and energy that I would've showered on a bigger family on our smaller one.

[jeca]

I feel like my house is bursting, and we only have three.

[trini]

I only have one living child right now. Don't know how many we'll end up having, but I have a feeling no matter how many it is I'll always feel "one child short" since our firstborn isn't here with us.

[2Sweeties1Angel]

I've had 4 children but only have 3 living. I feel like I'm supposed to have another child, a boy. I knew that my twins would be boys and I knew that the next 2 would be girls, so I think it's fair to say that I know the next will be another boy.