I know exactly what you mean. Dp is pretty committed to a vasectomy soon, and I am sad that this is it. Emotionally I would love another baby, but financially and practically, three should be it. I do miss being pregnant - I never finished 'drinking up' the experience. I guess it is just another one of those phases of my life that is over. My son is already a week old and I am melancholy about not ever having another 1 or 2 day old in my arms and that feeling of being totally wrung out physically and on a total high emotionally. What a special time it has been, and continues to be, but I can't help feeling sad that those experiences of pregnancy and birth and the first week are just memories now and can never be recaptured. I'm only 34 - I could be jonesing for 10-15 more years yet! Although this post sounds sad, I am not sad, I am totally enjoying my baby moon, just recognizing those other feelings too.