Ok, I have been patient. I have said, hey ds2 came at 41wks, Im not rushing the baby, Im waiting, Im fine. BUT.....
Im tired of contractions that gear up, get intense, are uncomfortable, keep me up half the night and get my hopes up jsut to back down and finally let me sleep at four am! My back is starting to ache, my nether regions ache for no apperant reason and I am seriously considering just taking a book, the laptop and some water and spending my days on the toliet because I am sick of running in there every ten min. feeling like my bladder will burst, just to dribble!! ARGH! Im cranky. I am the hormonal, cranky bitch from hell right now. I have heartburn so bad its like my chest and throat are on fire. Its uncomfortable to sit, to stand, to lay, I mean, what am I suppose to do with myself? I cant fall asleep at night and I cant wake up in the mornings. I am so swollen that Im sure at least half my pregnancy weight is water retention. I get winded walking to the laundry room. When Im on my feet for any length of time, it feels like thousands of red hot needles are poking me in the legs and feet. Maybe worst of all.........I canNOT complain or say any of this to anyone I know IRL or they will just tell me to quit being stubborn and get induced. Or point out how they told me we didnt need another baby. GAH!!