You didn't realize how important your thoughts were...
I've just been discharged from the hospital...I was admitted Thursday night, and today, Saturday, the Solstice, I was released! It appears I went into preterm labour, AGAIN!
This time, at 32 wks, with Soleil, it was at 24 wks...What is with my babes...am I not comfy and cozy???
Anyway, at one point, they had me on that damn fetal heart monitor thing, which basically GUESSES the f/heartbeat when the baby moves, and so it was 'saying' that my babe was in distress, which I just *knew* was NOT the case. And they were considering an emergency c-section, at which point, I got pissed, and let them know my thoughts....my m/wife was with me, and gave me much strength to stick to my guns. So, today the Obst said I can continue with my midwifery care (as if I wasn't going to), and said he hoped I would have the birth I was dreaming of...That made me smile, and I thanked him.
So, thank you for the candles, and the thoughts, the warm hugs, they really came thru for me!!!
am now done work, YAY!(looking for the positive here.)