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I was excited to do my map today. But I'm having a weird day - can anyone provide some insight?
For weeks I've been revved up, almost bouncing off the walls with excitement. I've completely decluttered, space cleared, feng shui'ed and spring cleaned my house. I've been completely elated. I've had ideas about my map but was waiting until today to really see what felt right. Well, I'm here today and feel completely uninspired. Nothing I had planned on doing feels right, and well, nothing else does either. I feel completely empty and hollow. I woke up sick, which I know is a big part of it coupled with the fact that I only slept an hour and a half last night (which is very common with DS's sleep problems, but usually doesn't make me feel like this). DH is out of town and I'm taking care of two very sick children as well. I wasn't expecting to feel bad today since I've been on cloud nine for weeks. Can anyone think of a reason this might be happening? Where should I go from here? I don't want to focus on the negative or bring down this thread. I'm still excited, but confused. Help? |








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I got some mags today with a friend, with minimal toddler interference, so I'm off to start cutting! Had to sub to this, though.

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. I really and truly have no idea how I am going to accomplish this. 
I am sure I will one way or another because I have to but because of all this - I have spent absolutely no time thinking about my map or what I want or anything and now I'm feeling irresponsible to have a mapping party when I should be writing papers out the ying yang.
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I made extras for my friends 



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