i am as of today...
i feel a little down. i pretty much feel totally normal (depsite having my membranes stripped yesterday) - no labor signs that i am detecting. i know the baby isn't ready. i just want my body to be allowed to do it's natural thing. i am already faced with enough interventions once i get to the hospital. now i REALLY feel like i am on a clock. i had to schedule may 15th as the day i go into the hospital if i haven't had the baby yet so they can try a foley balloon, rupture of membranes and then surgery as a final option. i'm bummed about that.
surely i will go into labor before then? i really don't want to be having to think about this crap right now! i want to be thinking about the upcoming little baby and it's safe and calm journey into the world...
i feel a little down. i pretty much feel totally normal (depsite having my membranes stripped yesterday) - no labor signs that i am detecting. i know the baby isn't ready. i just want my body to be allowed to do it's natural thing. i am already faced with enough interventions once i get to the hospital. now i REALLY feel like i am on a clock. i had to schedule may 15th as the day i go into the hospital if i haven't had the baby yet so they can try a foley balloon, rupture of membranes and then surgery as a final option. i'm bummed about that.
surely i will go into labor before then? i really don't want to be having to think about this crap right now! i want to be thinking about the upcoming little baby and it's safe and calm journey into the world...




I think a lot of times we go through a very transition-like phase of waiting for labor to start, much like the actual transition phase of labor, in which we feel that it's not going to happen, we can't do it, etc. May 15 is a long way off.
Your body can and will do this! Hang in there.
hmmmm....i wonder if i can readjust ds's whiny attitude too...
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