I am still here... and still pregnant

[MommytoTwo]

So what is that prize again? I am 42 weeks today. Today is the last day I can have a homebirth. I dont care anymore. I mean I do but I dont. I have done every natural method of induction that I can. I am done trying. Tomorrow I go to the hospital. My mw goes with me as an advocate so that is good. If my cervix is favorable we might be able to talk them into an induction ... though I dont even know if I want to, recalling my first birth which was an induction. Otherwise we will just have the repeat c/s. I am sad that I will never have a vaginal birth...that I will never know what its like to feel my baby coming out and being put on top of me... but I am ready to get on with life. I gave all my birth/vbac/cesarean books to my midwife, deleted all my bookmarks to studies and boards and websites. I am just done.

So, God willing, I will be holding my baby tomorrow. I will post when I get home.

[kewpie-o]

Sending good/easy/smooth labor vibes your way, momma! I'll be thinking about you tomorrow!

[neetling]

[CityChic]

[krismarie]

[Velvet005]

MommytoTwo - I hope you are holding your little one soon. I know you are at the point where that is all you want. I am still sending labor vibes your way!!! Please keep us posted!!!

[wildthing]

Thinking of you!!!! I hope everything goes smoothly and perfectly!

[~Heyokha~]

[annettemarie]

I went almost 3 weeks over. You have my sympathy!

[MonTana Mama]

hugs!

[Jes]

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[13Sandals]

I'm thinking of you - hoping you are holding your little one soon.