it feels so good not to be the one in labor - but I'm sitting here in tears knowing the beauty of bringing a litle one into the world...my SIL is in labor..4cm and just had her water broke...I'm hoping to be holding my niece tonight - who will only be 3wks older than DS! (they also have an uncle who is 4wks older than DS - so it has been a baby boom in my family!)Ohh but it feels great not being the one going through it - I just remember nothing after my water was broke except thinking in was one long contraction that did not end until I started pushing!
Ack...so emotional
what having a child does to you/for you 
