OK, so here's the deal: my (very nice, kind, understanding) mw, when I told her we've decided on home for this baby told me if I wanted to I could keep coming in for appts just in case I needed to go to the hosp for some reason. OK, great. So I went in yesterday after a 4 week hiatus. Everything's great, I feel great, baby's all over the place day and night however as the mw was feeling around my belly she stops and says "I just want to see something real quick". She did a [literally] 30-second u/s and guess what? Baby's head is right up under my ribs. I'm 34 weeks. I've got the spinning babies stuff bookmarked and the mw gave me a bunch of tips as well but does anyone have experience birthing a breech at home? Somewhere in my head I know that there's plenty of time for it to turn, right up to and including labor, but I'm just looking for someone, anyone to give me a virtual slap and say "pull yourself together! you can do this!" without laying all the scary c/s s*** on the table. I was in tears on and off the rest of the day yesterday, psychically trying to explain to this little one that if there's a good reason it's in the position it's in, fine, but head-down would be much less stressful on both of us.
And please, no flaming -- yes, I know if I had just not gone to the stupid appt it wouldn't even be an issue because I wouldn't know about it but that ship has sailed, I did go, and now I'm battling all sorts of doubts about myself and our plans for a nice peaceful birth. S***far, I'm off to go get weepy again.
: My poor toddler is drinking my pregnancy tea and looking a little wary of mama right now. 
Have to rescue my cup. tia,
And please, no flaming -- yes, I know if I had just not gone to the stupid appt it wouldn't even be an issue because I wouldn't know about it but that ship has sailed, I did go, and now I'm battling all sorts of doubts about myself and our plans for a nice peaceful birth. S***far, I'm off to go get weepy again.
: My poor toddler is drinking my pregnancy tea and looking a little wary of mama right now. 
Have to rescue my cup. tia,





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] By the by, (OT), you have such a beautiful tribe of kids!

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