I am not sure this is the right place but here goes.....this is so hard for me, last week dh and I decided that we are leaning towards being done with having kiddies.....WELL I decided that I need to focus on other things to get my mind off of wanting another BUT last night I had THE most AMAZING dream where I birthed a big healthy 10lbs.+ baby girl and dh caught her...it was so vivid....I birthed her head and then her shoulders wouldn't come out so dh had me flip over onto my hands and knees and out she came, it was almost like I could feel her sliding out of me! DD1 woke up before it could go much further than letting family know she had arrived. I woke up and I was so depressed and have been all day! 
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Why did I have to have this STUPID dream!!
Just as I had come to accept the fact that we MAY just be done having babies! Now I am back to obessing about it! UGH!! I am never going to be able to get this feeling to go away if I keep having these dreams!!!
Thanks...just had to get that off my chest.
:Why did I have to have this STUPID dream!!
Just as I had come to accept the fact that we MAY just be done having babies! Now I am back to obessing about it! UGH!! I am never going to be able to get this feeling to go away if I keep having these dreams!!!Thanks...just had to get that off my chest.
