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Originally Posted by Lissybug View Post
I am glad to read this, as I've been thinking of you and how you've had anxiety about having this baby. I feel so lucky to be in the situation that I am in, and have felt sad for some of the tough things you've been going through. I hope you enjoy your OB appt this week
Alissa, I keep meaning to respond to this but then, I forget......

I AM feeling a bit less "dark" about the whole thing. Right now I'm just really, really nervous about adding another person to our household. And, while Tom and I are certainly not best of friends, we're both treating each other a lot better than we were. I'm getting lots of negative pressure from my extended family (they're totally oblivious to the fact that they're going overboard and being silly) about how horrible it's going to be with 3 kids, how terrible it will be if I miss my "window" and don't have this baby until they all leave for Colorado, etc. So I'm thinking lots and lots about sweet baby fingers and toes, b/c if I don't, I might end up in the looney bin!