Oh, Juneau. I'm sorry your cramping and spotting. I hope all is well with you and your bean. Hang in there. Breathe. I hope tomorrow's beta test shows good news.
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8/12/07 at 5:53pm
Cramping and bright red spotting here today. CRAP CRAP CRAP!!! : : :
I don't know if it'll do any good but I'm lying in bed trying not to move, hoping I can hold onto this little bean...
They keep doing betas because they keep wanting to see the number dropping, not increasing. And it keeps confounding them that it's going up. I was supposed to be at 0 after the miscarriage and I never hit 0 -- at least not while anyone was testing.
But I'm due for my next one tomorrow and I bet it's dropping after all. Argh. :
I'm afraid to call my midwife now for fear she'll tell me I'm finally just getting my period. But I know I'm pregnant, damnit!