OH... I just can't tell you how over the moon I am today. I mean OVER THE FREAKN" MOON!!!! I got the u/s and I saw that little flutter of a heartbeat and I just lost it right there totally and utterly and so badly that I had the tech crying.
I'm not a big bawler, esepcially in public. I didn't cry the first time I saw Reagan's heartbeat, but this time it was just like my heart exploaded. And everything looks GOOD!!!!! I feel like I need to write this out like 100 times eveyr day so I can actually believe it. Even my little cyst has shrunken.
Oh but... I"m not as far along as I thougth according to them. I'm only 6 weeks 6 days. UG! Thats almsot a week difference! See... that is what happens when you get pregnant the month you stop charting. So a week behind taht leaves me at the very tail end of the month on the 26th. That is the day I lost my baby, which I think is kind of beautiful because now its a day marked with life. ANd its only 5 days away from REagan's March 3rd birthday so we will have to get creative there. hee hee hee.
I'm not a big bawler, esepcially in public. I didn't cry the first time I saw Reagan's heartbeat, but this time it was just like my heart exploaded. And everything looks GOOD!!!!! I feel like I need to write this out like 100 times eveyr day so I can actually believe it. Even my little cyst has shrunken.Oh but... I"m not as far along as I thougth according to them. I'm only 6 weeks 6 days. UG! Thats almsot a week difference! See... that is what happens when you get pregnant the month you stop charting. So a week behind taht leaves me at the very tail end of the month on the 26th. That is the day I lost my baby, which I think is kind of beautiful because now its a day marked with life. ANd its only 5 days away from REagan's March 3rd birthday so we will have to get creative there. hee hee hee.









The dark spot is the head/brain.
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