Oh, Racecar, I've always had the CRAPPIEST attitude and mindset by the time labor started with my past pregnancies. It's enough to make me wonder if a bad mood isn't some labor prerequisite for me...

Speaking of TTC, I find lurking on TTC boards to be amazingly good for my perspective. It's a nice little kick in the butt of my bad attitude to remember that it wasn't so long ago I was angsting over pee sticks and now I am days, even just HOURS (probably less than 200!

), away from giving birth.
Overall, though, I'm like Nic right now - fluctuating between acceptance and despair.