Tomorrow I will..

[~Demeter~]

have a baby.


I'm going in for an induction. Not what I thought I would be saying at the beginning of this pregnancy.. hell not even what I thought I would be saying a month ago but we are and I'm ok with it. I have been in to see my doctor everyday this week, I've had my membranes stripped 3 times so far (with my consent) in the hopes of getting things going to no avail. I know induction is not a popular choice amongst MDC members but ever since I made the decision I have felt a peace about it. The mind f--k of the last month has been horrific for me and my poor family.

This morning I went in for a biophysical profile, I think my doctor prescribed this for me for peace of mind. It was wonderful to see my baby again, to see her little face... to see that she is INDEED a girl still and to see that everything seems fine with her. It gave me an inner peace as well. My doctor and I discussed how I was feeling and I was the one who brought up induction. I really need to hold my baby... and the opportunity has presented itself almost perfectly. My dh will have tomorrow off and my boys will be camping all weekend.

So tomorrow at noon be thinking of me... I'll be thinking of all of you. Those that have carried me for the past 42 weeks.

[Dreamer]

Hey, it's nothing you should have to explain to us, we all understand wanting this pregnancy to be over and done with!!!

I just pray everything goes smoothly for you (this is your 4th birth, I imagine it will be awesome!) and I can't wait to hear of Sage's arrival!!

Best wishes to you hon!!

Alayna

[sleet76]

best wishes, Nic! Can't wait to hear all about Sage!

[~Demeter~]

Thanks Alayna! I've felt so negative the past week or so, it's been really hard for me to be active on here. I feel so much better finally knowing where I'm heading.

[soybeansmama]

you do what you feel is right, you are the only one who knows

I will be thinking of you!

Jessica

[fw221]

I was going to talk to my OB about induction at the appointment I ended up missing because I was in labor. Apparently threatening Thomas that I'd make him come out worked.

[BrownEyed]

I will definitely be thinking of you! You have to do what's best for you and your baby.

Best wishes

[~Demeter~]

Originally Posted by fw221

I was going to talk to my OB about induction at the appointment I ended up missing because I was in labor. Apparently threatening Thomas that I'd make him come out worked.

This amuses me!!! I've begged, pleaded and threatened Sage.. she's a stubborn little peanut. I've had a few more contractions tonight than I normally do so I suppose it could happen... but I'm doubtful. DH declared I've signed the eviction notice which I also found humor in.

[Panthira]

I'm so happy for you, Nic. I don't think you need to feel any sort of guilt about this. You've been successful with inductions before so it's not like you will have a c-section. I think most MDC'ers are leery about the snowball effect of interventions. I think you've waited a good, long time. Long enough...

I can't wait to hear about your little girl. I've been thinking of you.

[mollybird77]

Good for you for making the right decision for you and your family. Sending you gentle birthing vibes!

[pilllowhead]

Well Nic, at least you now know when something is going to happen, and so do we!!! We'll all be thinking about you two ladies and hoping everything goes swimmingly.
Good luck and good labour!

[ChelseaG]

I'll be thinking of you and sending you peaceful, easy birthing vibes...

[newmommaamy]

Nic,
Good luck, I will be thinking about you tomorrow. You are making an informed decision about what is right for you. I had a great birth experience with my unplanned induction- I am sure you will too. Can't wait to see pictures of your little one.

[Lissybug]

Originally Posted by Mumof3Nic

Thanks Alayna! I've felt so negative the past week or so, it's been really hard for me to be active on here. I feel so much better finally knowing where I'm heading.

nak

i'm so used to you posting on here that this is a relief fo me too I really understand how those last days can be so hard. i wound up being so worried about the baby. i can't wait for you to be able to post picture of sage!! you'll definitely be in my thoughts. wishing you a beautiful labor and birth
Alissa

[bdavis337]

She's coming!!!!

I know you've have a rough last month or so, and I've got all my fingers and toes crossed for a peaceful day tomorrow for you. I can't wait to see her pictures and hear your story!!!!

[Juvysen]

Good luck! I was induced with my first (from no labor) and still managed to have a lovely birth w/no pain meds, as I had wanted. It is possible. Good luck

[~Demeter~]

Juvysen... this will be the fourth time I've been induced. I was really hoping to go on my own this time but it just isn't happening and my patience has run out . My first two were without meds... number 3 was just too intense and I broke down and had an epidural. I'm hoping to avoid that this time but know that it is an option for me if I need it.

[luckydog]

Originally Posted by Mumof3Nic

I feel so much better finally knowing where I'm heading.

*I* feel so much better for you, too - I've been so worried about you! Sending you vibes for labor starting tonight - but regardless my thoughts are with you tomorrow for a wonderful birth. Can't wait to hear all about it and see your baby GIRL!!!

[~Demeter~]

Originally Posted by luckydog

*I* feel so much better for you, too - I've been so worried about you! Sending you vibes for labor starting tonight - but regardless my thoughts are with you tomorrow for a wonderful birth. Can't wait to hear all about it and see your baby GIRL!!!

I hope things gear up for you soon too mama... I know how rough the waiting game is, you seem to have your head in a better place than mine is/was.

[Juvysen]

Originally Posted by Mumof3Nic

Juvysen... this will be the fourth time I've been induced. I was really hoping to go on my own this time but it just isn't happening and my patience has run out . My first two were without meds... number 3 was just too intense and I broke down and had an epidural. I'm hoping to avoid that this time but know that it is an option for me if I need it.

OH NO! Well, I hope this time's a good one... or better yet, that you go into labor tonight