I'm leaning strongly towards HB after a hospital birth with DD. She ended up in the NICU for the first 40 hrs of her life due to mild to moderate meconium aspiration. Long labor, 2 hrs. pushing, epidural, episiotomy, vaccum-assist... I just don't want to go there again. We live in a different town/state now than we did then. We have no birth center here, and I work for the hospital, which I think might make it hard for me to buck the system, so to speak. I think it will be a lot easier to have the kind of birth I want in my own home. My parents, who live here and watch DD for us while we both work FT, are my biggest stumbling block right now - they don't know about my HB plans yet but they are absolutely NOT going to be on board. I'm trying to figure out what to do about that, and I need to pick a midwife, but I just don't see myself going the OB/hospital route.