Another goodbye

[momomad]

Unwillingly I am leaving you. I miscarried on Friday at 12w 4d. I saw my baby's hearbeat and saw him waving his arms at my 10w 1d appt but he must have died shortly thereafter (I don't know for sure if it was a boy but I have a strong feeling). This is my fourth m/c and I'm 45 years old so it looks like this is the end of TTC for us. My DH doesn't want to go through this anymore and I don't know if I can either although I feel like if I give up I'm really going to lose it more than I am already. The good thing is we have a wonderful DD (almost 6 yo). We feel so fortunate to have her. We just wanted so badly to give her a sibling and to double the joy we've experienced with her. I guess it's not going to happen.

I hope the best for all of you. I will be lurking here from time to time. Be sure to appreciate the wonderful gift you have been given!

Stacey

[Nature]

I am so so sorry Stacey.

[operamommy]

I'm so sorry for not only this loss, but also for your previous losses. Please know that I'll be thinking of you and your dh.

[Mama2-4]

I am so sorry for your loss...I am thinking of you.

[Justmee]

Thinking of you.

[nolonger]

and please don't even try to decide whether you are going to try again right now; the emotions are just way too raw.

[Mindi22]

So sorry, Stacey. I wish you all the healing in the world right now.

[Jezzy]

I am so sorry Stacey!

[nausicaamom]

[bloominmamas]

I am so so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself mama.

[LoveChild421]

I'm so sorry Stacey

[Jujubie]

[WeasleyMum]

I am so, so sorry.

[Teenytoona]

Oh lord, I am so so sorry. Take good care of yourself. Our thoughts will be with you.

[newcastlemama]

[lincap]

So so sorry for your loss.

[OldFashionedGirl]

I'm so, so sorry. My prayers are with you. *hugs*

[StrawberryFields]

[ScarletBegonias]

[smokeylo]

Dammit! I'm so sad to see you go!