OH thank you...
I know I'm early but... I really want him out... Since my sister's death @ 25wks, this pregnancy has been really tough. I'm losing weight, I have chest pains, nausea. I'm so devastated without her, and yet when I get upset or think about her, I have panic attacks, so I think my body needs a break..
Dh and I were talking the other day, and I told him I'm sick of being sick.. My poor 2.5yr old, only knows me as sick and I hate it.. This poor kid has watched me sit on the couch in pain or ill, and I've had to resort to movies..
I've even found I've been more ill, uncomfortable, in pain than I was during chemo? Which is odd, right?
I battled breast cancer for 10mths, and got pregnant 2mths later, and my body needs a break...
I'm just getting at the end of my rope here, and am sad at the same time that I want this guy out.. I'm about 99% sure he's my last, and I should enjoy it, but it's hard, and my body is beating me up...
But thank you for the encouragment, I'd love to be next, but I'd love a healthy baby more, so this guy needs to be ready and if he's not right now, then I'll have to wait...
Thanks again... You're so sweet
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