This is our last. Our last one was supposed to be our last. 
Hubby is getting snipped in Jan(keeping my fingers crossed til then, I guess...we are EXTREMELY fertile). I do hope someday to do foster care or something, but not til all of my kids are much older.
I have such mxed feelings about it. I just love the hold pregnancy/birth process so much, I love having babies, I love kids, but I feel stretched so thin already that it just wouldn't be fair to bring another kiddo into the family. Not to mention the finacial aspect. I am working on getting into good shape so that in a few years I cn be a surrogate for a family, so I hope to at least get to experience birth again, and I hope to find a family who is supportive of natural living.
I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I am nearing teh end of my baby days, and working toward the next stage in life, mom of older kids, and teens soon!! GOsh 3 years from now and my oldest will be turning 13!!! I have just been doing the baby thing for so long, I can't even imagine not having a baby in the house, but I think I am ready.
Hubby is getting snipped in Jan(keeping my fingers crossed til then, I guess...we are EXTREMELY fertile). I do hope someday to do foster care or something, but not til all of my kids are much older.I have such mxed feelings about it. I just love the hold pregnancy/birth process so much, I love having babies, I love kids, but I feel stretched so thin already that it just wouldn't be fair to bring another kiddo into the family. Not to mention the finacial aspect. I am working on getting into good shape so that in a few years I cn be a surrogate for a family, so I hope to at least get to experience birth again, and I hope to find a family who is supportive of natural living.
I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I am nearing teh end of my baby days, and working toward the next stage in life, mom of older kids, and teens soon!! GOsh 3 years from now and my oldest will be turning 13!!! I have just been doing the baby thing for so long, I can't even imagine not having a baby in the house, but I think I am ready.
