I've felt this baby hanging around for many months, and it very definitely felt like a boy. But now that I'm actually pg, I feel so much feminine/healing energy, I'm undecided now

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I don't really have a preference. There's the whole "two sisters" fantasy thing, but every time I try to picture this baby as a girl, it just feels ... wrong

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Oh, and we will not be finding out. Not so much because I don't want to know, but I don't think I'll be doing any testing during this pregnancy. Baby has made it very clear that it's not wanted

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