See, I tend to bump back and forth between being ok and being restless.
The worst of it is when people inquire, I am sorry I don't CARE how curious they are...I dont' want to talk about or point out one more itmein one day the fact that I am still *HERE* and STILL OVERDUE.

I am getting desperate, which I know most people think I am being a ninny over because I am only possibly 4 days OD, but I have crap to do gosh darn it

that I can't do while pg. Plus day after tomorrow is the longest I have ever gone OD. THATS hard to swallow. If I go past that I'lly surely melt into a puddle of pregnant loathing permanently.
I am reeeeally freaked out too because the lady that was coming to help with my kids during the day is leaving monday for 2 weeks

, so i am screwed if I go into labor with my little ones here (dh works 45 minutes away...)...yeah. Good times.
Today is a *i just wanna cry day*
maybe tomorow I'll be happy to be pg again
