think i just need to say this out loud (well........)
My dd will be 11 tomorrow. She has been telling me for weeks that her father was going to have "the party" this year. So I didn't plan one. He didn't have "the party".
So, with NO money I have to pull together a party for this coming weekend.
I started school full time and am not working, my financial aid is out there somewhere......, the father is behind on child support, i am not 'eligible' for TANF, because the father is such a good daddy (@#*&^%), I HAVE NOTHING!!!!!.
I am going in for surgery on my shoulder, my car broke down, my partner lost his mind and left (med issue), my older dd is pregnant and mad at me.
I wrote a bad check. knowingly.
so, a sleepover, make yourown pizza (food stamps), dancing, pedicures, movies.
i'm sad and scared and overwhelmed.
and to top it all off I switched my thyroid meds and feel like a poopy mass of brainless slug. very motivated
can you make me feel better?
oh, and the pedicure thing! we don't actually own any nail polish because I think its poison and I can't afford the good stuff.