I am soooooo tired. I slept 8 hours last night, after being up for 2.5 hours I am ready to fall over sleep right now! I am easliy aggrivated with everyone and everything (including my poor DD). I am nauseous, have a head ache, in now way interested in food, and I have lost a pound in the last week. My boobs and nipples are sore (sorry TMI) and while I love DD to death I yet again annoyed by the feeling of her nursing.
Am I any closer to having this baby??? I wish!! I am 3cm, 70-80% effaced...contracting ALL THE TIME, crampy, pressure, plug is gone. I just feel so blah!
I have to work tonight (12 hours shift in NICU) maybe that will be the push I need?? Then I stop and think....I only have a little time left with DD I should be enjoying her not wishing the baby out. So then I feel depressed at wishing our time away......you can see the situation here can't you!
I just wanted to gripe for a while.....thanks for reading.
Am I any closer to having this baby??? I wish!! I am 3cm, 70-80% effaced...contracting ALL THE TIME, crampy, pressure, plug is gone. I just feel so blah!
I have to work tonight (12 hours shift in NICU) maybe that will be the push I need?? Then I stop and think....I only have a little time left with DD I should be enjoying her not wishing the baby out. So then I feel depressed at wishing our time away......you can see the situation here can't you!
I just wanted to gripe for a while.....thanks for reading.









