No answers till Monday. She has spoken to people who lie, the case manager etc, boss, foster family support person,(wrong title) and wants to speak with me some more on Monday. Is she buying these lies? Im I without hope? How do I live through the weekend? Oh Great Spirit I can't handle this alone. Please show the truth to the woman sent to judge me and spouse. Please give me healing strength and energy to show the truth. Our love for baby girl is what is needed. Thank you for or beautiful trees, rivers,lakes,help me to see them and remember the beauty in the world. Let it come inside to give me strength to love my lying persacuters, Let me have strength to get through what is to come. Let me find my life if I lose my child. I am not a mother anymore then. Give me strength.