So jealous of my cousin!

[hetaera]

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My cousin and I are pregnant together... She was due about 3-4 days before me... and... wouldnt you know my aunt called today to tell me she was in labor...

Now, I can be happy for all of you all when you have your babies and it doesnt bother me in the slightest, but I guess its different when its someone close to you (who you've always kinda had this silly 'girl' competition thing going all your lives)

I have been patient so far... but today when my aunt called to tell me... after I was off the phone, the flood gates opened. (completely irrational and hormonal I suppose)

"WAAAAH, I AM NEVER GOING TO HAVE THIS BABY!!!!!"




I know it will happen but jeeeeeeez.

[hetaera]

She had a little girl.

Thanks for comiserating anyway.

[levismom]

Well the fact that you are losing it is a good sign that you will likely go into labor soon! Any moment now!!
JJ

[Aeress]

I know the feeling. I have a cousin that is due in Jan and I swear she will go before me. *laughs* and if having a break down mean't baby was on its way, I would have had baby three weeks ago.

[hetaera]

Thanks you two for responding... I was feeling kinda ignored yesterday.

I know its (cousins labor) a petty thing to be upset over (and its not like I was upset all day, only in the immediate few minutes, and then wanted to rant about it).

I think I am getting way sensitive...
Its hard when your threads get so many views and barely any replies. (not just this one, I started one in birth pro's last week that got no reply at all...I ended up deleting the whole thing because I felt stupid)

I've been generally stressed out this week over stupid fmla paper work, family being pushy (mom not supportive of my uc decision) and of course being very pregnant, and not feeling like labor is close at all.

Anyway I am just rambling, thanks for reading and replying.

Anyway... I am just rambling.