I have read these threads for so long and always thought and occasionally responded to the mama... be patient, baby will come when ready, etc. However, here I am and now I find myself on the other side. I was induced at 42 weeks with dd1 and it was not a good experience. I went into labor at 40w5d with dd2 and it was beautiful. I REALLY do not want to experience pitocin again. I cherish the memory of going into labor and only me knowing it for a number of hours, laboring within etc... I want to experience this again. I have been visualizing this for months. I never thought I would go longer than my second pregnancy and here I am. I had a bpp last Mon and baby looked great. I feel physically great and most of the time I also feel emotionally fine. However, I feel BLAH!! right now... Please encourage me that I will go into labor spontaneously within the next week. Encourage me to get myself off of the couch and go out and do something with dd2. Maybe treat myself to a decaf latte? I just need positive thoughts and go into labor wishes/prayers etc... thanks ladies
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peace
jen
:peace
jen








: we are officially leaving for that latte and a walk somewhere. i will say no to induction unless baby is in danger and i realize i don't even have to go there for at least a week. baby will be born before then, God willing. maybe a shopping trip would raise my spirits...


now i just feel exhausted and need a nap. Where is my plug, how about some REAL contractions instead of this on again off again thing that has been going on for weeks? Come on baby, I want to meet you...

