Thank you all so much for your kind words and thoughts.
I'm feeling pretty sad right now, but I know that everything happens for a reason.
The time is even more bittersweet, because my oldest (20) is due to have a baby in five weeks. I'm going to concentrate all of my energy on helping her and her husband to have the birth they want.
My time will come. And meanwhile I'll spoil my grandbaby no end!