I've got a date tomorrow. I feel very weird about it. I haven't been on a date in 9 years!
I feel that by going on this date, I'm somehow limiting my other possibilities (I know I'm not, really) But that's one of the things that's keeping me sane throughout this crazy time, the world of possibilities. Does that make any sense at all?
I need to go get my eyebrows done.
Me ? I had a nice evening with my guy the other night when he helped me with something of mine that was broken (and he knew how to fix it) It was comfortable and just...nice. He even curled up in my lap while we were watching the tail end of a movie. So hard to turn away from that
I need to accept that he is just not interested in me in that way, this just isn't the right time, because if it was, he would be making efforts to see me.
I also found out from a mutual friend that his X is not planning to go away...It is SO hard to let go, just when I found someone that I was attracted to (doesn't happen often)
I will be okay, I. am. a .strong. mama!