Yes, I am leaving bed. My kids are going nuts with me keping us inside and me in bed. I am going with a friend and we are taking the kids to get fast food and an indoor playland thingy before a church meeting we have to go to tonight. Poor kids. I have been crampy today but I think it should be ok. I do actually want some junk food!
Biggest reason for getting out is that the women I most look up to moved some months back, has lung cancer now, and Sunday programs chair is going out for the next few months to support her. This leaves church a mess mind you so tonight we need to make sure we plan well so it all goes smoothly. I feel bad because I can not be depended on to lead sunday service or much of anything as who knows when baby will come and hubby is coming home next month. Still, my friend can do some things and she is sure I can too, so I will go. Not sure why I am sharing all this. I guess it is just really eating me feeling helpless and not able to help others much right now and no way for me to fly out to my friend in her time of great need. She is honestly not young and I am really worried about her. A book should be writen about her life. I hope to see her after the turn of the year, maybe I can write one if she is up to sharing. I feel like she should have been my mother, grandmother to my daughter. She is so amazing.
Biggest reason for getting out is that the women I most look up to moved some months back, has lung cancer now, and Sunday programs chair is going out for the next few months to support her. This leaves church a mess mind you so tonight we need to make sure we plan well so it all goes smoothly. I feel bad because I can not be depended on to lead sunday service or much of anything as who knows when baby will come and hubby is coming home next month. Still, my friend can do some things and she is sure I can too, so I will go. Not sure why I am sharing all this. I guess it is just really eating me feeling helpless and not able to help others much right now and no way for me to fly out to my friend in her time of great need. She is honestly not young and I am really worried about her. A book should be writen about her life. I hope to see her after the turn of the year, maybe I can write one if she is up to sharing. I feel like she should have been my mother, grandmother to my daughter. She is so amazing.
:
