snowgirl - How long have you been trying?
post #41 of 350
11/12/07 at 3:00pm
I just love this group of TTC'ers. I have been lurking the past week or so, b/c last cycle was so hard for me that I didn't want to do a play by play again. The last couple of post have been funny and have enjoyed them.
HulaJenn, I secretly stalking your chart. Can I saw how great it always looks? Mine is like a train wreck, I swear.
I need to post this somewhere, so I will start here, might post somewhere else too. But, I think we are getting close to stopping the TTC. DH and I were cleaning out the basement and he asked if we should get rid of all the baby stuff. I said, "not yet" and he said, "ok, but didn't think it was going to happen anyway." The nice thing is he didn't push it and just walked away. I didn't let my emotions go there and start . I am started to have some peace around not having another. It is just hard. KWIM? If this is really it, I need to a). go to therapy and b). go to a quiet place to grieve. I kind of gave myself a deadline of the end of this year, but realize it might change. So, we will see. I am trying so hard to trust nature and let this be a sign that there is probably a reason that we should not have another.
Sorry, I hope that was not too heavy.
Back to making me again.