about 36 hours of bloody show.... escalating intensity of contractions for the last 48 hours, but no definite consistent pattern yet.... getting very close, I can feel it.....
I'm excited...and at the same time suddenly nervous!
I've done this before, but the first experience left MUCH to be desired.... I just keep repeating, "I KNOW I CAN! I KNOW I CAN!" And I keep reminding my dh and myself that the hospital does NOT own me and that as long as things with the babe and I are fine, I am in charge of me and I call the shots.
: I'm exhausted, but there's no way I can settle down enough to sleep.... let's get this show on the road!!!
I'm excited...and at the same time suddenly nervous!
I've done this before, but the first experience left MUCH to be desired.... I just keep repeating, "I KNOW I CAN! I KNOW I CAN!" And I keep reminding my dh and myself that the hospital does NOT own me and that as long as things with the babe and I are fine, I am in charge of me and I call the shots.
: I'm exhausted, but there's no way I can settle down enough to sleep.... let's get this show on the road!!!






bring on the show 






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