i haven't drank any alcohol for like going on 2 years now...mostly cuz the ex fiance was sober almost 10 yrs now and i just felt funny if i'd had some red wine in the house...dumb i know... but anyway, i'm kind of jonesing now for some red wine...reclaiming myself. alcoholism runs rampant in my family so i need to be careful...
i did drink like half a budweiser once in a while when pg w/ megh towards the end months...i craved that crappy beer sooo much!
my mom does't drink anymore and has to go to once a month class for it as well as have a blower thing in her car...has to have it for like 3 yrs... (she got 2 DUI's back in 2003 when her drinking was out of control) so i'd have to be quiet about my alcohol consumption. her boyf drinks beers though...he hides them but i know he drinks. anyway why am i going on like this....i notice lately i'm just blah blah blah.......... oh i know...my mom's monthly class is tomorrow so she said hold off going into labor til after that is over. lol i said i'd do my best......something about the 14th keeps running thru my head, so we shall see............................................... i figure any day now......unless baby decides to wait til after the 21st......i just can't see him doin' that....i'd be very upset if he did.

i'm feelin' ready......and i'm so tired of this SPD!!!! it hurt so bad yesterday and this morning too.