megh and i just got home from the hot tub here at our resort/home. ahhh i feel like a million buckaroos. energy level totally turned around. my body hasn't hurt me all day long from the SPD i usually feel... its great. albeit i was sleepy and slept a lot of the day... but now, i am having some very juicy milky discharge and i'm getting a little excited...maybe this is a sign??? 
: i got all excited last time this happened...it didn't stay so i'm hoping this is baby gearing up again??? i'd think that after being in a hot tub my discharge wouldn't be like this, rather kind of washed out/unstimulated to flow like this...i noticed it on the TP when i wiped from peeing...just seemed more mucousy. white...hmmmmmm. now i can't stop sampling to see what's goin' on down there. 
even megh was interested... we are excited. come on sheamas!!! not that i look forward to labor. ugh. i am dreading it. hopefully it won't be so hard on me this time around... i'll keep you posted if anything else arises... sigh... i just want 'something' to happen... a sign things are progressing...
i know i know...i'm grabbing for ANY sign here....... lol
: i got all excited last time this happened...it didn't stay so i'm hoping this is baby gearing up again??? i'd think that after being in a hot tub my discharge wouldn't be like this, rather kind of washed out/unstimulated to flow like this...i noticed it on the TP when i wiped from peeing...just seemed more mucousy. white...hmmmmmm. now i can't stop sampling to see what's goin' on down there. even megh was interested... we are excited. come on sheamas!!! not that i look forward to labor. ugh. i am dreading it. hopefully it won't be so hard on me this time around... i'll keep you posted if anything else arises... sigh... i just want 'something' to happen... a sign things are progressing...i know i know...i'm grabbing for ANY sign here....... lol
