Goddess I am twisted! LOL

[Kontessa]

Ok, so I am eating for the first time today at almost 3pm. With shopping and baby being always on boob and not letting me put her down I just did not fit it in. I was thinking about it all the time though. I could have had my own pitty party. So I am on here with baby right next to me in bed. I am finally eating the yummy tuna I made. She starts to fuss. My boobs are empty! Thats impressive as they are way bigger then her head and I swear wiegh more then she does. So I quicky put on the song Pain by Three days Grace. It comes on loud but baby stops her little fuss and no only does the cry not come, she goes back to sleep! LMAO. So I am listening to this song thinking how twisted it is.

Rather feel pain then nothing at all. -- I listen to it when I feel myself wanting a pitty party. Normally with head phones though. It reminds me that I am lucky to have a baby at all, lucky to be loved, and no matter what I am feeling, pain, nipple ouchy, after pains, no sleep, no patience, I am still so very lucky.

But to let baby listen to such music? Twisted!

[yogamama74]

Ah, music makes everyone feel better. I noticed with my kids they loved the same music I do no matter what. Must be because they hear us listening to our favorites in the womb, and are comforted by the same music when they come out!

I hope you get to eat earlier tomorrow.

I agree with what you said about the pity party, its good to remind ourselves of how lucky we are to make the soreness and hurting easier. Although my baby is hurting me while on the INSIDE

[Da WIC Lady]

Given that I listen to NPR talk radio every time I'm in the car, and sometimes at home on the weekends, my baby is probably going to either be calmed by someone from the BBC world service or All Things Considered! I'm such a nerd.

Anna

[scheelimama]

I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I can't imagine being alone right now and want to cry often when I think og DH leaving. Stupid PP hormones.

[chrysalis]

well hell, lets have our own pity party then...sounds like fun! woohooo! i don't know that band, but your strategy worked. lol we get mighty lax after our first baby don't we...lol we know JUST what to do now.... ahhhahahahahaha!

ok back to my corn dogs and sponge bob............................................... .and my pity party.

[Kontessa]

It worked again, calmed baby down so she is next to me and not on me and she is on her way to sleepy land. I hope she is anyway. LOL I am sooo sleepy and you think the music would wake me up. I am past that point!

[LittleLlama]

For some reason while pg with DS I reeeeeeeally liked "Latino Vibe" which is the Spanish pop station.... I don't speak Spanish. Don't listen to it much anymore since they just don' have new songs often. Well wouldn't yo know it, DS always turns his Leap Frog to the Spanish setting and can say most of the colors and some shapes in Spanish.


I listen(ed) to a lot of NPR too, but DS seems indifferent. I think he prefers the accents on the BBC shows but they're usually later and we're having dinner.