Thanks for reading and any input you could give me!
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I am a labor doula, and recently attended a really rough labor and birth. (Hospital birth.) To make a long story short, the mother had been induced in the late morning and we had been working through her contractions all day, she didn't have pain meds and was doing an amazing job. At about 9:30 p.m. after pushing for I believe just under two hours, she said that her vision was blurry. Because the room was dark other than a great big spotlight coming down from the ceiling on her, I told her to look away from the light for a moment and close her eyes. After several seconds she opened her eyes, I asked if she could see me clearly, and she said yes. About a minute later she started having seizures and she was wheeled away for an emergency c-section. Her last few readings for blood pressure were slightly high, but nothing too alarming. She had no indication that anything was going to go wrong until the blurry vision. It was a very alarming site to see, and the poor dad is still having a really hardtime dealing. Mom was in the ICU for a day after, baby was accidentally cut superficially during the section but both are healing and doing well now.
As for me, I am a huge believer in homebirth and a mother's ability to birth her baby safely. Don't get me wrong, I recognize the possibility that things can go wrong, but I guess usually I would think there would be some telltale signs before things would go down as they did.
I can't helping thinking of what could have happened if this was a homebirth...and my imagination is telling me that there is a good chance mom or baby would not be here today. I don't really know what I am asking for here. How would this have gone down if it was at home? I just really want to preserve my belief in homebirth...I just feel my confidence is shaken right now.
Thanks for reading.
:I am a labor doula, and recently attended a really rough labor and birth. (Hospital birth.) To make a long story short, the mother had been induced in the late morning and we had been working through her contractions all day, she didn't have pain meds and was doing an amazing job. At about 9:30 p.m. after pushing for I believe just under two hours, she said that her vision was blurry. Because the room was dark other than a great big spotlight coming down from the ceiling on her, I told her to look away from the light for a moment and close her eyes. After several seconds she opened her eyes, I asked if she could see me clearly, and she said yes. About a minute later she started having seizures and she was wheeled away for an emergency c-section. Her last few readings for blood pressure were slightly high, but nothing too alarming. She had no indication that anything was going to go wrong until the blurry vision. It was a very alarming site to see, and the poor dad is still having a really hardtime dealing. Mom was in the ICU for a day after, baby was accidentally cut superficially during the section but both are healing and doing well now.
As for me, I am a huge believer in homebirth and a mother's ability to birth her baby safely. Don't get me wrong, I recognize the possibility that things can go wrong, but I guess usually I would think there would be some telltale signs before things would go down as they did.
I can't helping thinking of what could have happened if this was a homebirth...and my imagination is telling me that there is a good chance mom or baby would not be here today. I don't really know what I am asking for here. How would this have gone down if it was at home? I just really want to preserve my belief in homebirth...I just feel my confidence is shaken right now.
Thanks for reading.













