middle of the night cravings...

[chrysalis]

can't sleep. i have been tossing and turning again. finally got up to drink some ice cold water (metro mint lemon mint...try it if you can find it...it is DELISH!!!) and doritos...this is nuts, these night cravings i'm having. i'm wondering if it has anything to do w/ not eating very well for dinner lately...just too lazy to make anything good. i wish i could sleep cuz megh will wake up at like 7 or so and i'll be BEAT.

[chrysalis]

TMI: burning bunghoolio...

great. now i have a burning bunghoolio. and thinner softer orangier colored poops... probably from the mcdonalds i had today...ick. and the huge soda. and the doritos probably didn't help that i just scarfed down... i wonder if i'm getting hemorroids. it hurts, feels like its trying to 'bloom' as kontessa shared about hers...my ex, J (meghs' bio father) would call it breaking a 'spoke'. : i always thought that was a good one.

maybe i can get some sleep now...i'm so tired. : i don't know how insomniacs deal w/ their daily lives...this SUCKS!!! : its 4:30am in the morning..................................there is a HUGE bright star or planet out there in the dark night sky........very beautiful. ..wish it'd snow more and stay around.

[chrysalis]

pic of my Megh...

My Megh...don't believe i've ever posted a pic of my little beauty...this is her w/ my mom's dog...he is a long haired doxie.

http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t...eghandtoby.jpg

[scheelimama]

Now I'm up in the middle of the night, many times a night, but totally whipped. Life is so different on this side of the game. But I remember all too well the pregnancy insomnia and cravings. A few days before Piper was born, I was up at 2 a.m. baking cookies (after sleeping for a good 5 hours). Crazy! After I was done baking them, I went back to bed and slept another 4 hours or so.