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Originally Posted by cheeseRjedi 
Both this time and last time I was so scared of that first BM and both times it was not nearly as bad as I thought. Yeah! 
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Me too. I could not go for 2 days afterwards because I was scared, but when it did happen I was pleasantly surprised. My peri bottle helped but wiping hurt. I am now wiping with tucks and baby wipes... those tucks feel soooo good.
TMI ahead: I don't know what is going on with my butt. I feel like there is something like a hemmorhoid there, but I have never had a hemmorhoid and the doctor said I had none. I would not even know what one looked like. I did not ask her what the hell this thing is. It is like a lump that is bleeding and very painful. It hurts to sit down. In fact, I don't think my stitches are hurting at all but this stupid butt thing is killin' me. I am so scared to look at it.