it is 3:30am and i had what i thought might be one ctx earlier that kind of hurt...i thought hmmmm....nothing more. don't know when that was...1am or something. maybe i've been having some while sleeping during my 2 hour intervals...i usually wake every 2 hours or so...and pee, then get back in bed...then i woke around 3:15am or so and had 2 more of these what i'd definitely call ctx's.....so far no more, just crampiness. i sat up and gush.............................................a ll over the rug and sheets of the bed. all the way to the bathroom. the towel on the floor i have (as i have no bath mat) is a cream color so i don't know if its that or if its my AF but the AF has a brownish greenish tint. i am thinking i best call MW NOW cuz it 'could' be meconium, right? when i wiped, nothing was brown though...was more yellow w/ little tinges of red blood. if i stand up i gush more. probably lost about a half a cup at most. those ctx's were low in my abdomin and hurt. i got scared thinking oh god how can i go thru this again...this HURTS, f*ck it, i'll just tell MW i want another ceserean. i don't know if i'll do THAT but omg. thankfully its only a few hours til daylight and i won't have to get megh out of bed yet or my mom...looks like i may have a baby sheamas today!!! and figures i have no more clean underwear! had to grab a pair from my suitcase. 
my AF on my TP is NOT brownish green but looks more brownish green on my towels and pads...strange. on the TP and in toilet it is just yellow/clear and mucousy. calling MW.
my AF on my TP is NOT brownish green but looks more brownish green on my towels and pads...strange. on the TP and in toilet it is just yellow/clear and mucousy. calling MW.
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