I am GOING TOTALLY NUTS!!!!
I was too groggy to remember to test this morning (I had decided to test this a.m. last night when I was going crazy and couldn't sleep) - I had just finished having my morning pee and realized ACK - my FMU is gone. The things we obsess over
. ANyway, I broke down and tested this afternoon - what was i thinking? It was watery and no where near concentrated enough even if I do have elevated hcg. I am 12dpo. No sign of AF yet, usually I have a bit of spotting by now. I have completely convinced myself i am pregnant - it is going to be awful if I am not - perhaps the xmas excitement will cushion the blow if it comes to that
. Anyway, I am DYING to know. With DS I didn't even get a BFP until about CD 33. I CAN"T WAIT THAT LONG! I feel totally insane ATM, thank goodness I have a group like this who understands my insanity
It has been several cycles since I was last this 'convinced' - last month I didn't even test before AF came. I had forgotten how mad-making the whole thing was. This is cycle 10 for us and DS is 3 in january . . . I have waited long enough methinks. Send whatever positive vibes you can spare my way!