I love MDC but do not post much. I found my way here because I really do not know where to turn. My "little" brother as been battling shizophrenia for the last two years. It was two years ago on Thanksgiving that my family realized something as going on. He has been extremely unstable since the summer, even needing to be hospitalized for three weeks in-patient. It breaks my heart to go and hang out with him (he is living with my parents). He has a manic/BPD component of his disease as well. I go and hang out with him a few times a week because it means alot to him, and I feel I am doing my "sisterly" duty. But really, I hate visiting.(guilt, guilt, guilt) It makes me so sad to see him psychotic, anxious, manic, etc. Visiting when he was in the hospital was even worse. I'm just SO angry and sad for him. I am a nurse myself and I don't think there is any worse disease then mental illness.
I'm not sure what I am asking for....advice? Venting? BTDT?
Just feeling so desperate!
-K
I'm not sure what I am asking for....advice? Venting? BTDT?
Just feeling so desperate!
-K







The hardest part of any mental illness is comming to terms with the diagnosis & finding treatment.