I'm not sure where to post this, but I'm angry and want to post it somewhere. I've already posted in a thread on traumatic birth pain about how I couldn't handle my contractions and ended up with an epidural instead of my planned waterbirth (which I've felt very guilty about). When I asked my midwife why my contractions were so overwhelming, she just said that everyone's labor is different.
But, I was just looking through my detailed hospital bill and discovered that I was given Pitocin right after my midwife broke my water...even though I specifically requested that I not be given Pitocin even if it meant I had a longer labor. Partly, I feel like it's my own fault because I did agree to have my water broken. I had been having contractions for 48 hours, I hadn't had any sleep, I was exhausted and just ready to have dd already. When I asked if I would be given Pitocin if she broke my water, my midwife said no.
But I was given it, and my contractions became quickly horrific in every way and I was miserable. I didn't know because I was already on an intermittent IV for Group B Strepp. Apparently, my requests meant nothing. Grrrrr.
But, I was just looking through my detailed hospital bill and discovered that I was given Pitocin right after my midwife broke my water...even though I specifically requested that I not be given Pitocin even if it meant I had a longer labor. Partly, I feel like it's my own fault because I did agree to have my water broken. I had been having contractions for 48 hours, I hadn't had any sleep, I was exhausted and just ready to have dd already. When I asked if I would be given Pitocin if she broke my water, my midwife said no.
But I was given it, and my contractions became quickly horrific in every way and I was miserable. I didn't know because I was already on an intermittent IV for Group B Strepp. Apparently, my requests meant nothing. Grrrrr.






