So we spent the entire day (like 10am til 11pm) cleaning the house and re-arranging and such...so i should be tired right? NOPE! As soon as I went upstairs to go to bed, I got this incredible anxious feeling! I started folding baby stuff and I packed all three hospital bags and then randomly decided that I needed to do laundry at 1130pm. Then as I was putting away the baby clothes I became overwhelmed with the fear that in spite of the large quantities of stuff I DO have, I won't have enough! Like what if I don't have enough onesies...what if he's too big for the newborn sizes?? I've already washed it all...that would be a waste of money! What if Dh can't get here? What if, what if, what if??? So now, I can't sleep. *sigh*
As of Thursday, I am not dilated and baby is still high. I'm pretty sure I have been losing pieces of my plug throughout today though. Not that it really means anything. So yeah...I just feel very unprepared suddenly...in spite of how prepared I actually am!!
As of Thursday, I am not dilated and baby is still high. I'm pretty sure I have been losing pieces of my plug throughout today though. Not that it really means anything. So yeah...I just feel very unprepared suddenly...in spite of how prepared I actually am!!





I've been getting ALOT of Braxton Hicks Contractions, they keep waking me up. I finally came downstairs to get a snack and I can hardly walk because I'm so stiff from sledding! Man, I'm out of shape! Well, I should try to go back to sleep.... we have a family Christmas gathering tomorrow. I hope I can walk!
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