
This kid is never coming out.
The past two days have been hard with such intense prodromal BS. It was so bad last night I consented to dh using nipple stimulation (which bugs the bejeezus out of me). I was contracting SO easily and hard, and bad cramps and a stomach ache. But guess who is now awake and present sans baby?
I'm trying to figure out what is wrong. This is just like with dd#1, but it went
somewhere. Why does my body just switch off after like 4 hours? Baby not in the right position? I think it's more emotional. Every time I think this must be it,
finally! I get all excited and then I start worrying about what I forget and that's about the time it all stops. So I tried some nat mur, and it didn't do a whole lot. I took some pulsatilla to help with baby's position, but I fell asleep within a minute of it.
I just feel like I will be pregnant forever and I'll be the last one on here because I'm not pregnant. A squid implanted itself in me. That must be what it is. This pregnancy was such a huge shock and it's all been so different than my others. And life has been so incredibley stressful. I have been trying to unwind and it does finally feel "real". So what's blocking me? I can't figure it out! I've tried journaling, reading my Oracle/Tarot cards, doing my Fear Release Hypnobabies thing...why can't I relax?
I just got out of bed and I'm thinking of eating more Captain Crunch out of protest for being awake.
Oh, and nice use of smilies SheBear!
