I came home last Wednesday. Thankfully! It is nice to be home.
I do not have any more plans for more kids. Dh DEFINITELY does not want more. I have always said I wanted 10. I am from a big family

Right after I had Ari, I was thinking "You have to be insane to have children! OMFG that was horrible!". My first back labor and I just was in so much pain I wanted to die. However, as the week has gone on, I can't help but thinking that maybe in 5 years minimum I would maybe not be done. I think dh is going to get the big V, but I really kind of do want another eventually. I need some time after this birth, though.
If I did have another which is highly unlikely with dh's feelings about it, then I would UC again. However, I don't know. I think it depends on my feelings at the time I might get a midwife just to be in the house-not at the birth, but close in case I hemorrhage again. I would want another solo or unhindered birth, and I think dh would appreciate someone on hand in case something like this happens again.
At least I know now what I could have done as far as taking more placenta out and really checking that placenta and taking a minute to worry about myself after the birth. The pool really helped with the pain, and I loved it, but with the mess, I would not have another water birth. Our pump did not work to empty it, so dh had to do it by hand.