sorry but I am sitting here so sad and crying and just need to get this out.
I had a crappy day at work, it was busy and my manager called out sick and the customers were annoying. I get very hot and overheated at work, and it was so busy that I did not get a break.
So on the way home dh calls me and tells me that he is signing some papers and sending them to the realtor so that we can get a bid onto this house this weekend. We have not actually seen the house, but dh's mom went to look at it today and sent us some pictures. It seems like a great house but totally need some new paint (the living room walls are PINK).
I get home, and our apt is an absolute mess, like always, which makes me nuts. I know that dh is very tired after work and that he works very long hours but come on. I hate that he just gets on the computer or we watch tv, i feel like I am keeping this apt up all by myself. And now we have to pack.
I call Sprint to cancel my account and pay what I thought was my last bill but the guy was so rude to me and talked to me like i was stupid. I had to call back 3 times to actually cancel it and come to find out they bill me in advance so I have one more month and one more bill that they billed me for 2 days ago.
so while I am trying to call them, dh calls and asks if I got the email with the pictures. I am frustrated already but tell him that yes i got them. He asks me why I sound down and I tell him I am angry with the phone company. Then he needs to ask me if "this is worth it?" meaning the house, well I did not understand what he meant so he gets frustrated about how ever since we met I always have a whatever attitude and I am never really excited about anything, well just b/c I don't jump up and down like and idiot doesn't mean I am not excited, and I had a horrible day...ugh. so I am crying on the phone and he asks me what i want right now, what I wanted was to get off the phone, but I said I don't know. He says why do I know and you don't...ugh...stop analyzing me. so he says "well call me when you figure it out", he is at work.
all i want is so have our baby, know that we have a place to move to, pack and not be in financial trouble. ugh...and for you to stop analyzing me.
sorry...thanks for "listening"
I had a crappy day at work, it was busy and my manager called out sick and the customers were annoying. I get very hot and overheated at work, and it was so busy that I did not get a break.
So on the way home dh calls me and tells me that he is signing some papers and sending them to the realtor so that we can get a bid onto this house this weekend. We have not actually seen the house, but dh's mom went to look at it today and sent us some pictures. It seems like a great house but totally need some new paint (the living room walls are PINK).
I get home, and our apt is an absolute mess, like always, which makes me nuts. I know that dh is very tired after work and that he works very long hours but come on. I hate that he just gets on the computer or we watch tv, i feel like I am keeping this apt up all by myself. And now we have to pack.
I call Sprint to cancel my account and pay what I thought was my last bill but the guy was so rude to me and talked to me like i was stupid. I had to call back 3 times to actually cancel it and come to find out they bill me in advance so I have one more month and one more bill that they billed me for 2 days ago.
so while I am trying to call them, dh calls and asks if I got the email with the pictures. I am frustrated already but tell him that yes i got them. He asks me why I sound down and I tell him I am angry with the phone company. Then he needs to ask me if "this is worth it?" meaning the house, well I did not understand what he meant so he gets frustrated about how ever since we met I always have a whatever attitude and I am never really excited about anything, well just b/c I don't jump up and down like and idiot doesn't mean I am not excited, and I had a horrible day...ugh. so I am crying on the phone and he asks me what i want right now, what I wanted was to get off the phone, but I said I don't know. He says why do I know and you don't...ugh...stop analyzing me. so he says "well call me when you figure it out", he is at work.
all i want is so have our baby, know that we have a place to move to, pack and not be in financial trouble. ugh...and for you to stop analyzing me.
sorry...thanks for "listening"
When it rains it pours...
That usually shocks the analytical types right out of their little socks and into "feeling" mode, which is what you need.
