How sweet. Congratulations and I'm glad things are going better.
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1/5/08 at 1:41am
I'm having my baby tomorrow (planned c/s). I have been having panic attacks all week in the middle of the night. I have HUGE anxiety over this, and HUGE guilt, of course .
Just pray/light a candle/whatever that ds handles this humongous transition as well as he can, and that I handle this huge transition as well as I can. Ds has been my only baby for almost 4 years now, he and I are sooooooooo attached to eachother, I just cannot wrap my head around another child being here, never mind the whole autism aspect of it thrown into the mix. :
So anyway, just keep us in your prayers, especially my sweet ds, whom I adore and love so much and am so very very worried about.
Thanks so much for all the support. Ds1 is continuing to do well. He likes to lay in bed next to me while I nurse ds2 and pet his head and say, "baby, nursies." It's very sweet. I just love them both to pieces.
I got meds last night, they're helping. I have good supports in place. Thank you for your continued prayers.
Oh, the vital stats, by the way...lol...Moose turned out to be a small buck, not nearly the moose he was projected to be.
He was a petite 8lb. 5oz., 20.5 in. long. He's a very sweet baby, nursing is finally going well. He has a head full of hair and is a cuddle bug.