ok, so i found some articles online about the 12/7, and it really helped my understanding. i'm sort of starting to process some of the different flowers i've tried so far, and it plays out rather nicely somewhat along those lines (although many of mine were the NA flowers, so.... i guess i'm sort of plugging them, mentally, into the "helpers" category.... i'm sure that;s not totally accurate, but it's how i find myself thinking....). it is fascinating, though, to think about. i am really really amazed at the power centaury is having for me. i mean, i've always loved FEs, and i've been really impressed with the ones i've been playing with over the past many months, but i cant say enough, this is on a whole new level.
one thing i'm wondering, and i know it will be clearer to me as it needs to become clear..... to keep up the changes that centaruy is creating in me, do i need to always take it, does one suppose? i keep thinking about what was said about rewiring and new energy patterns... should go back and read that again..... right now, i'm finding myself "craving" a dose of the flower, rather intensely. but i know that with other flowers, i've reached a point where they sort of stopped calling to me, where i stopped wanting them...... i guess i'm finding myself so powerfully connected to centaury, i cant imagine ever not taking it, but heck, it's not even been a month yet, so..... i guess i'm just blabbing. :-)
i can never thank you enough, panserbjorne, for suggesting centaury for me. i dont think i ever would have taken it otherwise.