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Originally Posted by JJJJBlue3333 
So was anyone else really overwhelmed when they first started school? I'm not sure if it's b/c I've been out of school for so many years or what but I'm just overwhelmed. 
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Umm, totally. Still am a bit. And it has only been a few years since I was at a university, but this sort of education is so different and really overwhelming. I found the more I learned, the more I realized I didn't know. I used to think I really had quite an understanding of birth and how to be a midwife and WOW, now I realize what I knew was only a snowflake on an iceberg of info. I find it hard to balance work, an apprenticeship, school work, studying other things for the apprenticeship, and my FAMILY..... I feel pulled in many directions besides having the coursework be a lot of work.
Right now I was planning on staying up late to study last night and instead we all got hit with a stomach bug, so I spent all night being vomitted on and washing bedding.... most of this morning as well. And I am panicking everytime the phone rings because we have someone who is past her due date. I mean, my husband CAN handle puking children, but it seems so mean so I am praying that her baby waits until my family is healthy. So, there is that sort of emotional overwhelmed thing too.
Ok, so that was a lot of rambles for me to just say, I think you are pretty normal! Hang in there!
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